Wonder is not precisely Knowing — Miracle

Wonder-is not precisely Knowing 1
And not precisely Knowing not-
A beautiful but bleak condition
He has not lived who has not felt-

Suspense-is his maturer Sister-5
Whether Adult Delight is Pain
Or of itself a new misgiving-
This is the Gnat that mangles men-
(F.1347/J.1331)
[1] Wonder:: a miracle of God.
[3] bleak:: desolate, as wonders are often without solid evidence.
[5] Suspense:: indecision in believing God.
[6] Adult Delight:: full-grown joy of believing, that has no more developing space, contrary to juvenile or childish delight.
[8] Gnat:: nsignificant thing.