The Heart asks Pleasure first — Abortion

The Heart asks Pleasure-first-1
And then-Excuse from Pain-
And then-those little Anodyness
That deaden suffering-

And then-to go to sleep-5
And then-if it should be
The will of its Inquisitor
The privilege to die-
(F.588/J.536)
[1] Heart, Pleasure first:: she has a wanton heart.
[2] Pain:: pain of childbirth (OED pain n.1 3b); she gets pregnant.
[3] little:: shameful, mean. Anodyness:: ways to relieve the pain.
[4] deaden suffering:: abortion.
[5] to go to sleep:: to let the child die.
[6] it:: the event of the pregnancy.
[7] Inquistor:: one who challenges the identity of the child's father.
[8] die:: to seclude oneself.