I felt my life with both my hands — Puppet Show

I felt my life with both my hands 1
To see if it was there-
I held my spirit to the Glass,
To prove it possibler-

I turned my Being round and round 5
And paused at every pound
To ask the Owner's name-
For doubt, that I should know the Sound-

I judged my features-jarred my hair-9
I pushed my dimples by, and waited-
If they-twinkled back-
Conviction might, of me-

I told myself, "Take Courage, Friend-13
That-was a former time-
But we might learn to like the Heaven,
As well as our Old Home!"
(F.357/J.351)
[1] my life, hands:: a puppet controlled by two hands.
[3] spirit, Glass:: practiced before a mirror to make the puppet spiritual.
[4] prove, possibler:: to make the puppet more alive.
[5–8] turned, Sound:: a description of puppet show with performer's narration.
[9, 10] features, hair, dimples:: vivid motions of the puppet.
[11] they twinkled back:: the audience's response.
[12] Conviction might:: the power of convincing, persuasion the audience.
[13] Friend:: the puppet.
[14] former time:: the time the puppet's form being fixed.
[15] Heaven:: covering of a theater, alluding stage.
[16] Old Home:: a familiar practising place.