A solemn thing it was-I said — Female Authoriship

A solemn thing-it was-I said-1
A woman-white-to be-
And wear-if God should count me fit-
Her blameless mystery-

A hallowed thing-to drop a life 5
Into the purple well-
Too plummetless-that it return-
Eternity-until-

I pondered how the bliss would look-9
And would it feel as big-
When I could take it in my hand-
As hovering-seen-through fog-

And then-the size of this "small" life-13
The Sages-call it small-
Swelled-like Horizons-in my vest-
And I sneered-softly-"small"!
(F.307/J.271)
[1] solemn:: grave, gloomy, dark.
[2] white:: doing nothing; not to involve in writing.
[4] blameless mystery:: to become an author.
[5] life:: a career in writing.
[11] take it:: to take her book in the hand.
[12] hovering, fog:: to riddle the book's content.
[13] small:: small in book's size.
[14] small:: trifle in content.
[15] in my breast:: the content swelled with her affection and passion.
[16] small:: short of view (the sages).